13 april 07



today was the day my brother reports to NS and i wasnt able to send him off which i feel quite sad......................when i reached school and i asked brian when his brother was leaving for NS, i found out that it was actually the same day as my brother..............in the afternoon, i had to attend for CCA and when i returned home to get my guitar, i felt so lonely. Once my home was busting with joy and jokes but now its starting to turn into an icy cold cave with only my pet doggy to accompany me when no ones home.......that night i did get to sleep well feeling that something was amiss......

Screaming off at 6:01 AM